It is tough to spend a long weekend all by yourself without your loved one and the worst part of my life is there will be more of those days to come. I just cannot stop asking God why does He allow death and sufferings on earth. I have been waiting all these months for just one answer from Him.
Four months have gone by and I am still living in regrets and guilts. My head is working like a dryer day and night with regrets and guilts spinning round and round in me trying to dry them out. I guess the dryer is aging and its spinning power is slowing down. The drying process is taking longer and longer.
A question came popping up in my mind... What is Love? Most people must have heard of the following Bible verses:
1 Corinthians 13:4-8
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
Love keeps no record of wrongs just stood out from the other verses while I was reading them just now. Maybe it is telling me Terry kept no record of my wrong doings and I should free myself of any guilt or regret but how and when will I be able to do that?
P.S. Whether you are in love or your relationship grows stale, please read 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 from time to time. They are fertilizers alike and will definitely give you new insights on love every time you read them.
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