When September Ends

 

 

“To weep is to make less the depth of grief.” ― William Shakespeare

 

Gloomy is the only word I can think of when coming to describe myself in this September month.  It has been a particularly dark and murky month for me.  I spent most of my days either in bed or wandering aimlessly at home.

One Long Weekend Made Longer

 

It is tough to spend a long weekend all by yourself without your loved one and the worst part of my life is there will be more of those days to come.  I just cannot stop asking God why does He allow death and sufferings on earth.  I have been waiting all these months for just one answer from Him.

 

Four months have gone by and I am still living in regrets and guilts.  My head is working like a dryer day and night with regrets and guilts spinning round and round in me trying to dry them out.   I guess the dryer is aging and its spinning power is slowing down.  The drying process is taking longer and longer.